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The tears slowly begin to fill her eyes,
as she collapses to her knees && silently cries.
she only knows the pain she feels.
there is nothing to say.
but if you look at her closely she reveals,
that her heart has begun to decay ;;
her inner demon appears on her shoulder,
makes her feel just that much colder.
her angel didn't bother to show ;;
left her to fight this battle on her own.
she screams at her demon to go.
once again she is left utterly alone,
unaided && afraid she screams into the night.
i'm done with fighting this awful fright.
My face hurts..I think it's from all of the fake smiles & laughter.
My head hurts..from going around in circles as to why I hate myself so much.
My arms hurt..cause I can't stop cutting away at the veins.
My legs hurt..from running away from my unsolved problems.
My eyes hurt..from crying myself to sleep night after night.
My hands hurt..from praying to God that this feeling will go away someday.
My throat hurts..from all of this screaming inside of me.
My whole body aches in pain & I don't understand why.
All of these things I can handle, but the worst hurt of all is the one in my heart.
Cuase the pain in my heart is the one that won't ever go away.
That is the pain that I'm stuck with. The heart of a girl who is barely alive..
while no one even notices..
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don`t worry about love
beause in fairy tales,
they don`t find each other
until the last page
today i am over you,
but tomorrow you'll
probaly do something
like smile at me, and
then i fall in love
with you all over again
there will always be
that one special boy
that no matter what
he does to you or how
much he hurts you, you
can never let him go.
Hug her Hold her.Laugh with her.Smile with her.Pull her onto your lap.When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.When her friends say they love her more than you, deny it. Then hold her close so her friends cant get to her.Always say you love her Kiss her unexpectedly just enough so she knows you love her Hug her from behind around her waist.Tell her she is beautiful.You buy her stuff, she doesnt. Even small things count. like sticky notes saying i love you or just an email saying baby i love you.Don't LIE OR CHEAT on her.Message her in the morning and tell her to have a good day n how much you miss her.Kiss her on the tip of her nose,. While at the movies, put your arm around her. She will then automatically put her head on your shoulder.When people diss her, stand up for her. hold her in your arms as long as possible.Comfort her when she cries & most importantly Always remind her how much you love her...cause then they'll love you forever..
ALL GiRLS SHOULD TRY & FiND A GUY WHO WOULDNT MiND iF THEY WERE A SiZE 3..ONE WHO WOULD CURL UP ON THEiR COUCH WiTH THEM & WATCH CHiCK FLiCKS & NOT BiTCH ABOUT iT..ONE THAT WOULD LAUGH AT THEiR STUPiD JOKES..& ONE WHO WONT DECiDE THEY PREFER MEN LATER ON iN THE RELATiONSHiP ; ONE THAT WONT CARE HOW CRAZY THEY ARE CAUSE HE LOVES THEM FOR THEM..KNOWS HER BiGGEST FAULTS & LOVES THEM ANYWAY
Never lie, cheat, steal or drink but— if you
must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love.
If you must cheat, cheat death. If you must
steal, steal away from bad company and if you
must drink, drink to the moments that take
your breath away. - Hitch
Most girls say they want a fairy tale, but you taught me that it's not really what I want. I want someone who will make fun of me & laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny; Someone that wrestles with me & doesn't let me win just cause im a girl.Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice..but beating you in video games seems so much better
people who don't know me
think i'm quiet; people that
do know me, wish i was
she ignores what all boys
see when they look at her,
all the glances and comments,
she ignores when her friends
tell her she's pretty, because
she doesn't believe she's beautiful
i wanna be the girl he yells out to into
the hallway saying, "I LOVE YOU BABE"
not caring who hearts it-
but just cares if i do
behind every girls smile,
is a boy that put it there
yeah.. she heard the girls snickering
behind her back & she knew they meant
every word. because she's different.
she's different to that point that it
makes her look beautiful. and when she
turned around and said "you know what?
i just don't care what you think,"
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
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Today's Good Quotes!
some people may never understand
what i see in you & thats perfectly fine with me.
cause i really don't either.
I do believe in second chances.
I just don't believe that
everyone deserves them.
here's to the kids who's
11:11 wish was wasted
on the one person who will
never be there for them.
dealing with backstabbers
has taught me one thing
they're only powerful
when your back is turned
I love you. Flat out I love you, &
there is nothing imaginable that you could do to change it. So
there, you're going to have to live with it
everyday, i look for you purposely going out of my
way to make sure you'll notice me, hoping, just
hoping that maybe you'll fall for me even the slightest bit.
Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know I'm not perfect.. and I don't live
to be. But before you start pointing fingers,
make sure your hands are clean.
We improve our looks, not our minds
Because we know that boys are stupid,
Not blind.
i know he's not perfect, but he tries
so hard for me, & i thank God
that he isn`t because
how boring would that be?
Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea.
Don't give up on love because there is
always someone who loves you, even if
it's not the person you were hoping for.
It seems as if everywhere I turn for love,
I get a door slammed in my face
All I want is for you to hold me. For me to look into your eyes..only to find you looking back into mine. I want to tell you all my problems & have you tell me it's going to be okay. I want to be able to cry & have you there to kiss the tears away.
One of the worst feelings is to have lost the one you love & then still love them with all your heart. You go to sleep at night thinking of them, & wake up just the same. But the worst thing is dreaming of him every night, just like you were still together. Then you wake up crying, cause you know it'll never be the same..& you know, it's your fault he's gone
for once i wish i could
just look in the mirror
and be proud of what i
see, proud of what i
turned out to be and,
proud to just be me
open your eyes boy
she adores you
Dance in the streets. Sing in
the hallway. Shake it like laffy
taffy. Scream at the top of your
lungs. Randomly talk to people.
Eat candy until you wanna puke.
Throw things at the screen at
movie theaters. Make a new friend.
Freak people out. Trip over
nothing. Do the "Mary Poppin"
foot thing. Fall in mid air. Push
your friends into random people.
Pass notes in class. Leave notes
in random peoples lockers
proclaiming your love for them.
Fall in love with someone all
over again. Hug your friend.
Give "special" hugs to your
"special" friends. Smack a guy
across the face because you feel
like it. Defend yourself. Tell
parents you're glad to have them.
Be crazy. Jump high over the
ocks screaming "I can conquer
anything." Just live it up.
remember in kindergarten..
where it would be your first
day and you would meet someone
new and 10 minutes later you
would be playing like you were
best friends because back then
you didn't have to pretend to
be anyone but yourself
"why are you trying
so hard to fit in, when
you were born to stand out?"
--what a girl wants <---GOD I LOVE that movie!!!
i'm starting to
realize that we
live in order to
change someone
else's life
because i love you,
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And you're going to eat popcorn in the dark,
and pay ten bucks to see my life one day
When I'm sad,
&& feeling blue,
I hide in my music,
&& forget every memory of you
She's pushing that,
blade down on her skin,
ready to commit an evil sin<3
Remember when we were little?
Remember when we played little mermaids on the baseball field?
Remember when you were raggedy Anne for Halloween?
Remember when you had a crush on the janitor?
Remember when we went to middle school?
Remember all of those stupid crushes?
Remember how everyone was the same?
Remember how we drifted apart?
Remember when we called each other just to say "What’s up?"
Remember when we dressed up to go to a dance when we didn’t have boyfriends?
Remember when I showed you who I really was?
Remember how you still accepted me?
Remember when I had no one to cry to?
Remember when we went to the mall even though my shops are different than yours?
Remember when we screamed out the lyrics of our favourite songs?
Remember those times?
Remember me?
Remember being best friends?
Remember how all we have now are memories?
I do<3
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
So this is how it is to be alone.
Your heart beats like it's cracked and made of stone.
But whenever someone asks just say there's nothing wrong.
Through muffled screams and swollen eyes.
From lots of pills and alibis.
I always find my romance in the emergency room.
I remind you of everything that you hate.
And you remind me I’m the one to blame
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|  Just one touch is all it takes & I'm floating high above the clouds. One look & my mind wanders off to how it could be in the future. One smile & I'm smiling for the rest of the day. He can do things to me that no one ever has before & I like it..I like liking him.
It's funny..when you're walking, just looking down you can see all the shadows & it seems to be a gloomy day. But as soon as you lift your head you can see the sunshine & see what a beautiful day it really is.
& i let him kiss me that night, with the stars
gazing down at us & the cold wind brushing our
faces. & i let the rain soak my hair & my clothes.
it just didn't matter. he was all i ever needed.
You gave me the best gift anyone ever could;
you took me through one of the biggest life experiences,
you & i made countless memories that i will cherish forever,
& you completely helped me find myself..
& although the pain ran deeper than nearly anything else
i would never have wanted to share my first love with anyone else
It's funny how one summer can change everything. It must be something about the heat & the smell of chlorine, fresh cut grass & honeysuckle. Asphalt sizzling after late-day thunderstorms, the steam rising while everything drips around it. Something about long, lazy days & whirring air conditioners & bright plastic flip flops from the drugstore thwacking down the street. Something about fall being so close, another year, another Christmas, another beginning. So much in one summer, stirring up like the storms that crest at the end of each day, blowing out all the heat & dirt to leave everything gasping & cool. Everyone can reach back to one summer & lay a finger to it, finding that exact pont when everything changed.That summer was mine..
friend's will always be like:
"Well you deserve better."
but best friends will be
prank calling him saying:
"you will die in seven days."
I drink a lot of soda, stay up all night, sleep all day, go 80 down back roads, listen to loud music, have hook-ups & break downs..but this is me..if you don't like it then don't talk to me..but don't judge me..
a northern fairy tale starts out "once upon a time.."
a southern fairy tale starts out "y'all ain't gon' believe this shit!"
Hug her Hold her.Laugh with her.Smile with her.Pull her onto your lap.When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.When her friends say they love her more than you, deny it. Then hold her close so her friends cant get to her.Always say you love her Kiss her unexpectedly just enough so she knows you love her Hug her from behind around her waist.Tell her she is beautiful.You buy her stuff, she doesnt. Even small things count. like sticky notes saying i love you or just an email saying baby i love you.Don't LIE OR CHEAT on her.Message her in the morning and tell her to have a good day n how much you miss her.Kiss her on the tip of her nose,. While at the movies, put your arm around her. She will then automatically put her head on your shoulder.When people diss her, stand up for her. hold her in your arms as long as possible.Comfort her when she cries & most importantly Always remind her how much you love her...cause then they'll love you forever..
ALL GiRLS SHOULD TRY & FiND A GUY WHO WOULDNT MiND iF THEY WERE A SiZE 3..ONE WHO WOULD CURL UP ON THEiR COUCH WiTH THEM & WATCH CHiCK FLiCKS & NOT BiTCH ABOUT iT..ONE THAT WOULD LAUGH AT THEiR STUPiD JOKES..& ONE WHO WONT DECiDE THEY PREFER MEN LATER ON iN THE RELATiONSHiP ; ONE THAT WONT CARE HOW CRAZY THEY ARE CAUSE HE LOVES THEM FOR THEM..KNOWS HER BiGGEST FAULTS & LOVES THEM ANYWAY
Never lie, cheat, steal or drink but— if you
must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love.
If you must cheat, cheat death. If you must
steal, steal away from bad company and if you
must drink, drink to the moments that take
your breath away. - Hitch
Most girls say they want a fairy tale, but you taught me that it's not really what I want. I want someone who will make fun of me & laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny; Someone that wrestles with me & doesn't let me win just cause im a girl.Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice..but beating you in video games seems so much better
people who don't know me
think i'm quiet; people that
do know me, wish i was
she ignores what all boys
see when they look at her,
all the glances and comments,
she ignores when her friends
tell her she's pretty, because
she doesn't believe she's beautiful
i wanna be the girl he yells out to into
the hallway saying, "I LOVE YOU BABE"
not caring who hearts it-
but just cares if i do
behind every girls smile,
is a boy that put it there
yeah.. she heard the girls snickering
behind her back & she knew they meant
every word. because she's different.
she's different to that point that it
makes her look beautiful. and when she
turned around and said "you know what?
i just don't care what you think,"
they walked away because she was
the strong one. | | |
| VIVA ITALIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
hey ppl of earth (i hope) pls pls comment... thankzmwa
it's so cute to see someone with a relationship holding hands, flirting, just being in love. and even though it might be something you don't have; it's something that one day you will find.
there's a part of me that's gonna be in love with you, for the rest of my life.
++dawson's creek
in a thousand places
you've touchced my heart
and the feeling never
I'm crazy for
I adore you.
lonely for
I adore
you
don't settle for the guy whose going to wait on you. wait for the one who pushes your buttons and makes you mad on a daily basis. love isn't supposed to be easy; it's supposed to be worth it.
to let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. it doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isn't winning. it isn't losing. it's not about pride. it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. it isn't about loss and it's not defeat. to let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome them and move on. letting go is accepting. letting go is accepting. letting go is having the courage to accept what you cannot change. the strength to keep moving.
stepping up;
it's a simple process,
it’s rising above yourself
to get what you want;
to get something special.
have you ever liked anyone, but the timing was off; way off.
you feel things that you shouldn't be feeling.
++the wedding planner
love can't be perfect
love is just love.
++the wedding planner
all our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. we choose partners and change partners. we dance to the song of heartbreak and hope all the while, wondering if somewhere, there is someone searching for us.
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